You wonder "why...", crawling aimlessly through lost faith....religion...beliefs, plagued by continued misunderstandings and allowing yourself to sit idly in wasted time sucking up the words you want so badly to be Truth. You cling to your feeble justifications of what is socially acceptable....yet ache for that which is NOT...and angry for the reasons. You meld into the depth of illusion within your head...the sickeningly sweet lustful lure....stories...exaggerations...misleading yourself purposely, and following protocol. You gag violently on the faith shoved down your gullet by none other than your own hands, grinning through broken sweat at the ease of convincing.The inadequacy of your path led by indifference and armed with apathy...you feel it slipping from your grip...a settled minority. Silly child.....you sorry fuckin example of polluted freedom wallowing in your own anger and tipped precariously towards insanity...this is what you are. Lost ....trapped in your own structured imprisonment...suffocating...asphyxiated...left to rot and let it eat you alive. You wonder "why...", I say keep on falling.